“life will be better in spring”
October 2011
A New Chapter.
Thursday, October 13, 2011 || 8:01 AM
Its been awhile since I've updated this blog of mine. I have deleted all the posts once again cause all the post are kinda stupid. And it somehow I don't wanna remember all those things again. Like hey, everyday is a new day. And always make tomorrow better than today. I know my English kinda suck, but yea. You know what I mean.
So End Of Year Examinations are finally over. And next year Im gonna take O levels. Nervous much? Hell yeahhhh. Needa buck up alot alot since I've been slacking alot in my Secondary 3 years. Wake up Liyana ! Its now or never !
Actually I don't have the mood to write anything on this blog. Neither do I want to do anything today. My day today is simply down. I should be happy celebrating but no. I don't know why Im feeling this way.
Kay maybe I know why. Its cause of this one person who make a hugeeee impact on me. But sadly he left without any signs or any reason. He just left from my heart just like that. And the truth is I miss him alot. Hah, who am I kidding? He doesn't even feel the same way as I do. So stop it Liyana. If he cared like what he usually say, he won't leave you. If he loved you like what he usually say, he won't make you cry. If he means what he said, he wouldn't do all that to you. Guess he doesn't mean what he said..
Just move on. You always tell him that as long as he's happy you'll be happy. He IS happy now. Why can't you be happy too ? Cause you know you're no longer part of his smile his happiness his everything. To him you're just like any other girl. He sees that in you. But why you keep seeing him as one special person that you loved so dearly? WHY LIYANA WHY ??
He already moved on. I bet he doesn't even remember the memories you had with him. All those sweet memories that is still stucked in your head. Just get them off man. GET IT OFF !I know you can't. Why? Cause they mean alot to you.
Omgosh why am so emotionally on this ? Urgh. Its a relief that I could pour out everything without anyone know this. Well, maybe some will see this but whatever.
